What if you were born with a broken heart? What would you do with it? Try piecing it back together? Searching for someone else to complete it? Ask for a god to take it all away? My journey as a poet and philosopher is not to try and heal or repair the cracks in my heart, but to entice the cracks to give up their secrets. My name is Ptahmassu Nofra-Uaa, and I invite you in to fill up on all the things gushing out from the doorway to my heart.
WARNING
WARNING: This blog is intended for mature readers only. It's contents include adult themes such as sexuality, homosexuality, rape and violence, which may be inappropriate or offensive for some viewers.
Sunday, February 1, 2015
Someone Walked On My Grave
Distant footsteps
Echo in my heart
From far away places
I have tried to escape
But someone walked on my grave
Reminding me that Summer's
Sensuous brilliance will always be
Overtaken by Fall's jealous chill
How I tried to forget
Languishing in the tide of desire
Hiding my demons
In the dusty back of the attic closet
But someone opened the door
And peered inside
And now I am naked
In the advance of
Winter's ravaging hand
What more could I
Have done to hide?
He couldn't have recognized me,
And yet in my dreams he found me
Knock, knock, knock
Father, you opened the door
To my demons,
Letting the rampage out
I thought for sure
I was safe
In pleasure beneath the willow trees,
Spilling their sorrow in bright green
Cascades over the damp earth
But someone walked on my grave
And I recognized my mortality
In the mirror
Where once youth had promised
To hold me tight
Labels:
childhood,
death,
father,
incest,
poem,
poetry,
Ptahmassu Nofra-Uaa,
rape,
reincarnation
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